Excerpt from my journal entry on 3/18/12, 12:04 pm:
As another week ends, another one begins. So I’ve been receiving a message from spirit to write, write, and write! Write even when I don't feel like it--like I do now. Write down EVERYTHING--even when things, life doesn't seem to make sense and share it with the world...only if I feel compelled to. I'm going through a period in my life that I'm feeling around in the dark, biding my time becoming a skilled writer. I'm also receiving a message from spirit to "sit in silence" - Ok now I feel like a kid with ADHD -- I'm full of energy, impatient and I can't sit still. So what have I done about this? I've re-connected with Archangel Michael thru Diana Cooper's "Meditation to Connect with Archangel Michael." You know, last night was the first restful, uninterrupted sleep I had since the Philippines trip. I also watched a movie this morning, "Love Happens" starring Aaron Eckhart and Jennifer Aniston. It made me re-think or perhaps overanalyze the fact that I'm still grieving Chris. There! I admitted it! It hurts, yet it feels good, liberating to admit that "aloud." I don't know how long this is going to take, but I know that losing him has made me stronger. I also know that there is no set time period when this will end. I'll just continue to live day-by-day, or in this case, week-to-week. I know I'll be fine. No scratch that. I'm going to be fine.
Thanks for reading my rant. Till next week, I bid you all love, light, compassion and blessings.
Maria
As another week ends, another one begins. So I’ve been receiving a message from spirit to write, write, and write! Write even when I don't feel like it--like I do now. Write down EVERYTHING--even when things, life doesn't seem to make sense and share it with the world...only if I feel compelled to. I'm going through a period in my life that I'm feeling around in the dark, biding my time becoming a skilled writer. I'm also receiving a message from spirit to "sit in silence" - Ok now I feel like a kid with ADHD -- I'm full of energy, impatient and I can't sit still. So what have I done about this? I've re-connected with Archangel Michael thru Diana Cooper's "Meditation to Connect with Archangel Michael." You know, last night was the first restful, uninterrupted sleep I had since the Philippines trip. I also watched a movie this morning, "Love Happens" starring Aaron Eckhart and Jennifer Aniston. It made me re-think or perhaps overanalyze the fact that I'm still grieving Chris. There! I admitted it! It hurts, yet it feels good, liberating to admit that "aloud." I don't know how long this is going to take, but I know that losing him has made me stronger. I also know that there is no set time period when this will end. I'll just continue to live day-by-day, or in this case, week-to-week. I know I'll be fine. No scratch that. I'm going to be fine.
Thanks for reading my rant. Till next week, I bid you all love, light, compassion and blessings.
Maria
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