I kept writing what appeared to be junk, I just kept berating myself into the ground, until I heard a voice deep within me advising me to "let go, stop fighting change, to go with the ebb and flow of life...that my prayers were already heard and answered...not to worry about how things are going to happen, that they just will." I just had to be patient with myself; and stop worrying myself sick. This past week was definitely a test of my faith; faith in myself. Yes, I wallowed in self-pity and what seemed to be an abyss of my own making. What brought me back was talking to my dad and how he always seems to make me laugh in any situation I've gotten myself into.
I was also reminded to love myself constantly, consistently in any situation. I needed to stop and smell the roses, which I had forgotten to do, as I was focused in executing each tasks that I'd not noticed all of the messages and hints that were already present.
I saw the light at the end of the tunnel and I knew, this time, it wasn't comin' at me. LOL!!!! I learned to finally just let go...So, this week, My Loves, I'M BACK!!!! Till next week, I bid you all Love, Light & Compassion.