I'm practicing patience and keeping positive thoughts at this time; it's a new habit and I quit fighting it. When I mean, fighting it, I mean I let the negative thoughts flow out so that the positivity can flow in. For example, at night, when I'm getting ready for bed, I find that I feel I have no control over my clairaudience--like the messages are coming at warp speed and loud! Yikes! So every night, what I do, I take a deep breath and focus on my inner voice telling me exactly that and that "everything is going to be fine--allow the voices to come thru, we'll take care of it if only you ask for help." Then, I'll say aloud before I go to sleep, "God, please send your angels to care of me tonight so I can have a night of uninterrupted sleep and they can take care of the spirits coming thru, Thank you!" I've been doing this for the past month instead of sleeping on my left side to ignore spirits. It's work for me and I'm able to gain control of who can come thru and I'm reminded that "I don't have to do this alone." Lately, I've been obsessing about my financial status--NO BUENO. So when I catch myself feeling that "the money won't come." I stop myself and declare out loud "I'm open to receiving God's Blessings and I'm abundantly supported now and always."
Letting go of old habits/obsessions are hard; but putting one's self thru this type of toxicity is worst. I know I'm a child of God, as we all are, and WE ALL deserve love, abundance and goodness in OUR lives. I'm reminded of this thru repetitive thoughts and ideas from my guardian angels; I'm also reminded to stop obsessing for it is that energy which stops the flow of love and all things good. Wow, I feel better getting this off my chest.
Much love to you all.