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Trick or Treat?!

10/31/2012

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Happy Halloween, My Loves!  So this week's theme is intention.  What is your intention?  Let's re-phrase this question, what is your true intention?  Is it for your most highest good?  I ask this because I have a story to tell you.

So yesterday morning, I awoke to find myself reflecting on all that's gone on this past year, both good and bad.  Friends whom I've gained and lost.  Then, spirit reminded me that I attract like-minded individuals at every step/turn of my journey with regards to my intent.  I also wanted to add that as I reflected on parts of my journey, I felt hurt and used.  Then, once again--spirit's voice rang thru like this:  "did you not use them as well?  You expected this/these individual(s) to fill-in a void that only you can fill--is that not using them as well?"  Wow, I never looked at it that way--KARMA.  Yes, it was true.  They may have used me but I wasn't any better because, in turn, I used them and failed in my attempt to fill the void.  So, yes--I'll admit it, I tricked someone for my own treat and I wasn't any better than the next person whom I was accusing of using me.  After all, we get what we give.  Naturally, when I realized what I'd done, I immediately said to myself "that's what you get."  Before I could do any further self-sabotage, I called on spirit to guide me on what to do next.  Spirit guided and reminded me to go back to my mantra:  "things aren't always as they appear; things happen for a reason" and I've met these individuals so I can better understand myself.  During my clearing and grounding exercises, I felt a calmness wash over me--this is where forgiveness stepped in and released me from the bonds I've placed upon myself.  In a different consciousness, on a different level, I focused on sending my loving and forgiving energy inward and to those whom "wronged" me; after all, I'd wrong them too.  

Through my higher self/my soul, I was able to stop obsessing about such situations and I let go.  At that same level, I was able to say and do what I needed to release--any unwanted, burdensome energy and move on.  Note to self:  There's nothing you can do if others choose not to move on--you can only do and give your best. 

I've accepted the fact that people will judge me, however, it is my choice whether or not I need them in my life.  I only need positive thoughts, people and situations in my life.  Love me, but don't judge me.

Till next week, I bid you all love, light & compassion.

~Maria
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Jon 23

10/21/2012

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Jonathan, First Place winner of the Salinas Baby Pageant. (1991)
Dear Jon,

WOW!!!  23 years old...ALREADY!!!!  It's your berday week!  ...And no I'm not getting senile nor am I drunk at this moment, I know your berday is Oct. 27 but you know how I like to do, once your berday month hits, I like to celebrate it the entire month!  LOL!!!!!  You'll be underway and won't be able to see this until, well of course, only you and your crew know when you're going to surface.  I'm so proud of the man you have become.  You have the whole world in the palm of your hands and have the entire sea to explore.  Know this, You will always be my prince.  I don't care how old you get, I'll still be embarrassing you with your cute baby pix.  Tee hee.

Your dad was right about one thing--you're 23 and I still show off your baby pix.  LOL!!!!  Gosh, I still can't believe that you're 23.  What the?!  Where did the time go?!  We had some great times and some not so great times, but we survived.  Wow, I guess I need to slow down now, right?!  NOT!!!!  YOU know how WE roll, Anak.  We live life to the fullest and we die happy, di ba?!  No other way to live life except to love it and be happy and spread that love around.  Woo hoo!!!  Don't party too hard on the sub now, ya hear?! 

Ay naku, basta, anak--I wish you always the best of life & love & I always want you to be happy.  I love and miss you so much.  Don't worry, March 2013 will come sooner than we think.  Till next time, I bid you love, light & compassion.

Love,
Mom

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Jonathan & his cousin, Mylles. Love this pic. (2011)
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Find the Blessing in Everything.

10/15/2012

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I know that most, if not all of my blogs, probably sound the same to You--perhaps because you fail to see the blessing in my words relayed to you from my spirit guides and guardian angels.  We all need a constant reminder that even when life deals us "lemons, we should make the most of it and make lemonade and/or lemon drop martinis."  THIS. IS. LIFE.  Yes, it can be hard and yes, it can also be easy.  We just need to keep striving and adjust our attitude to fit our needs.  No regrets--just keep on going.  Life can be anything YOU make it.  YOU HAVE COMEPLETE control over your life, there's no ifs, ands or buts about it.  Own up to your responsibilities and/or consequences.  So what if you screw up, oh well, you live, you learn and you move on. 

I choose to live and to live the way I want to live--no one else (except God) will ever have my back except me.  While I'm on here on earth, I'm going to view everything as a blessing and you should too.  Till next week, I bid you all, love, light and compassion.

~Maria
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Take Me as I am

10/13/2012

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I'll never be the same since Chris's death.  But that's ok--I AM OVER IT to an extent.  I'll be guarded only because I've been with the best and I refuse to be anything but the best ;o).  If my best isn't good enough for anyone new or old, then you have no reason to be in my life nor do I have any reason to be in your life.  The struggle I have now is balancing my physical and spiritual life--I want/need them to come together to stay in peace.  I know what I need and I know what I don't need.  So there, I've said my piece.

I wish for everyone that have come and gone in my life--love, peace & happiness.  Yes, it is two-folds, I wish this because I want this to come back to me.  Am I selfish?  Maybe.  Am I human?  Yes.  Love me or hate me, oh well--this is me.  Take it or leave it.  That's how I accept YOU.  Is it too much for me to ask YOU to accept me equally?  No.  I will not change for anyone but me.  I love my life, who I am and I am not guilty for it.  So there.

Till next week, I bid you Love, Light & Compassion.

~Maria
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J'aime ma vie

10/8/2012

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I'm where I need to be.  I'm living in the moment and I F'N LOVE IT!!!  In the last 2 weeks, I have witnessed and experienced the purest love possible--I'VE BEEN TO TWO WEDDINGS (& THANK GOD FOR NOW, NO FUNERALS) and it goes to show that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.  Relationships---getting and keeping it, it's hard work and so I wish both Irene & Jeff and Lynette & Anthony only the very best of love & blessings that God and life has to offer.  I know that they will overcome any and all obstacles coming their way--THEY'RE COMMITTED.  I appreciate couples like them especially in this day and age where love is viewed as an inconvenience and temporary. 

Secondly, I lived it up in Vegas with my loved ones.  I've been on the go but I love it.  Where I am in my career is also very satisfying (and it helps that the people I work with are so appreciative).  I know NO SHOE WILL DROP--this is where I need to be and I can only look forward to more GREAT TIMES & GREAT LOVE(S). 

Finally--I've saved the best for last--hearing from Jonathan on Friday--I knew it was going to be a great weekend.  He called to say he "loves and misses me" and that he was with his lolo and lola while on port call in the Philippines.  I can finally say I did my part as a parent to this Navy Man by instilling in him the importance of family and love.  I'm thankful for what I have and no one and/or nothing can ever take that away from me.  Bring it on, life can only KEEP gettin' better.  Smooches.

Till next week, I bid you all love, light & compassion.

~Maria
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