Wow, I can not believe how time has flown. You've been gone 5 years already! I know you see me and Jonathan living our lives and I know you're smiling down from heaven. I am amazed at how far both me and Jonathan have come. I have fallen in love with myself and with my son all over again. I have learned to strengthen my ties and bonds with all of my loved ones. I appreciate life and I try my very hardest to see the beauty and love in It regardless of the circumstances.
My grieving period has gotten a little less daunting over the years and now, I can finally laugh when I hear a certain song or saying that reminds me of you. My life has gone on and it is for the better. I know you are happy that I have finally quit smoking (I know I sure am! LOL!) On my not so easy days and I do have those, I lean on God and the Angels for support. I find that leaning on God has gotten so much easier over the years and I know I am not alone, EVER. In fact, my relationship with God has significantly improved. My relationship with myself is in constant evolution for the better and I surprise myself often. LOL!!!
Well, I must be going now - please continue to watch over Jonathan because I know you are his guardian angel and please keep him safe. As always, give our loved ones a hug and kiss for me. I'll see you later.