Dear Mᾶe,

Hey there, I'm glad to have seen you in good spirits this past Saturday.  I know you had a lot of visitors that day and I'm glad you got to squeeze me and Deborah in--even though you were very tired and anxious.  Your body may be weak, but your spirit is so strong--I felt your fire through your words with the technician and doctors.  I know you wouldn't believe me even if I told you that on Saturday, which is why you get the pleasure of reading my letter (I know Sandy will read it to you). 

I want you to know that even though you moved away to Turlock, you always remained close in mine and Jonathan's hearts.  WE owe you more than you know.  YOU were there for me when I felt no one else was.  God sent you to me in perfect timing.  You are my mom here in the US.  My parents are grateful that you have been there for me at times they couldn't physically be here with me and for me.  Jonathan loves you too; and I hope you know that.  Thank you for helping me raise him.

Now, I couldn't tell you all of this on Saturday because I didn't want any to see any more sorrow and pain on your face; after all, I didn't visit to make you cry or sad.  I hope when I came to visit you, that I left you with a little joy and hope.  At least, I got to tell you I love you and I appreciate you.  Thank you for everything--I WANT YOU TO HANG IN THERE.  Also, know that I will always be there for Sandy, Tony, Paul & the kids. 

Get some rest and I'll see you soon--I love you.

~Maria

HD Revisited – “Healing Diva” Revisited.  Lately, I’m urged by My Higher Self more than ever to fully move forward towards my life’s purpose as a Healer.  Especially since the tragedy of this past week and the uncertainty of the world today, I’m compelled more than ever to move forward and at quicker pace with my practice.  Until recently, I was “satisfied” with the slow pace of my practice.  The last 4 years has been quite a journey and I’ve grown as a Healer and I continue to grow and go with the ebb and flow of the divine.  It’s no time than the present to move and run with my purpose; otherwise, it’ll just be another “great idea” placed on my mind’s shelf—of which I refuse to let happen.

As I look back and  reflect on how much I’ve grown,  I remembered how excited I was once I chose this path and also how terrified I was because I was afraid of what people might say or think about me.  NOW, I’ve freed myself from that, I could care less what people say and/or think of me—I am me; love me or hate me.  The way I see it, God, Spirit, the Archangels and Angels ALL have my back; on top of that, I have the loving support of my son, parents and loved ones.  What is in store for me?  Infinite abundance.  I have what I need.  I’m no longer afraid of “what people are going to say”; if anything, I’m more concerned in expending all of my energy into my own creativity and productivity.  I remembered someone once telling me that “you can’t take everyone on your journey and the ones that support you, you should take with you” – for that I’m grateful for the ones who remain in my life and I appreciate them with every fiber of my being.  For the ones who chose to leave my life, prayers have been said and I wish you love and happiness. 

So here I am once again, with a renewed sense of mission.  I’m currently taking classes to supplement my healing practice and I GET IT--I’m exactly where I need to be.  As I take these classes, I realize how being a healer comes naturally to me as breathing.  That learning this trade is second nature to me.  So, I’ve let go and surrendered everything to the Divine except Love.  I still have a firm hold on love because in that area—I have to work on trusting myself.  I need to work on me and my relationship with me—so I can finally complete me. “FOCUS!” Spirit reminds me.

So my challenge for you this week is to reflect on what area of your life needs work; then what action are you taking to heal this area of your life?  Are you going to keep it?  Or are you finally going to release that part of your life so YOU CAN MOVE FORWARD?  If you feel compelled to share, please do so by leaving me a comment on this blog.  Talk to me, My Loves!

Remember, there are no coincidences; ALL things happen for a reason and such reasons will redeem itself in time.  I'm very happy, grateful and I appreciate your visit to my blog and website.  I look forward to hearing from You and meeting You in the near future.  Till next time, I bid you all love, light and compassion.

The Healing Diva,
Maria

I’m surrounded…By Aries Love.  For those of you who do not know me—well, I attribute all who I am TODAY to my Aries parents.  It wasn’t always easy
growing up in a “fire-filled” home, but then again, my home was different from what anyone would perceive as “normal”—whatever that means.  For a good part of my life, I strived to be “normal.”  Normal to me, in the societal
sense was conforming to what society perceived as “normal” (i.e. abiding and conforming to what everyone else thought was normal).  All along, my parents constantly reminded me “to be me, forget what everyone is saying or doing and just live my life.”  As much as I tried and tried to shut it and them out—my true loving spirit, the one they’ve always seen in me, remained constant and NOW, I understand that normal is giving your very best, tossing out what everyone thinks you should be, say or do; testing your abilities to a breaking point and knowing that I will always be supported by parents who PUSH me so I can give my very best.  Reverse Psychology rang rampant in my
household, however, I WOULD NOT CHANGE IT FOR THE WORLD!  I LOVE IT, I LIVE IT & I FEED OFF OF IT.  I’m not an Aries by birth, but the fire that’s
in me, it is from THEM--My Parents and My Best Friends.  My parents are
both in their late seventies, early eighties, but the fire I need to push
forward in My Life are from them.

The iron will that comes thru me, I draw off of my Loves.  God placed me where I am and where I need to be.  Among my best friends, two of which are Aries, Deborah and Dennis.  They are live-wired firecrackers.  They maybe a few years older than me, but boy, do they test, love and support me!  For that I love
them too.  They are my constant reminder, at times, when I feel like giving up that, there is ALWAYS hope and that I am loved.  So I channel my loving and strong-willed energy from them too.  Den & Deborah—I am equally indebted to you for life.  You guys are stuck with me now thru time and space just as my parents are.  LOL!!!   

So in honor of My Loves, I salute you and I wish you continued Love, Blessings & Compassion…and go a little easy on me too.  I LOVE YOU GUYS—YOU GUYS ROCK AND ARE MY ROCK!  Hats off to you!  THERE'S NOTHING BETTER THAN LOVE.

Till next time, I bid you all love, light and compassion.

~Maria