Ok, perhaps, I was just a tad bit rigid about my friend--about our courtship.  I thought to myself, maybe I could give him another chance, only because I know if I asked for it--I'd hope it would be given to me.  At this time, we need this time apart--from the texting, my visit and nightly calls to realize what we both want and need out of a relationship.  All I know is this, if he asks for a second chance and makes the effort, then he shall have a second chance.  I shall remain open.  We'll see where this goes...

Till next time, I bid you all love, light and compassion.

~Maria

It fizzled just as it sizzled...So this past weekend, I went to the central valley to visit a friend; actually he was someone I reconnected with on Facebook and I figured in order to get back on the dating scene, I need to make the effort and give him a chance.  Good thing, I visited him, I learned A LOT about me that I never knew and the love I am still capable of giving.  When I mean the love I am still capable of giving, I am referring to self-love.  Every instinct of mine, told me to RUN!  I stayed to give it a try, to be open for love’s sake.  Without giving too much detail of my date weekend and without putting down or judging the other person, it boiled down to this—we were not compatible.  By the way, I am quite proud of myself for refraining from judgment.  I kept telling myself:  “I can only change myself and there might be other women out there that have a preference for this kind of guy.”  So I did the best thing for us both, I decided put an end to our courtship—I dropped him a quick note thanking him for the weekend and letting him know exactly how I felt.  I gave it my best and that’s all I could really do.  Now, my energy feels lighter.      

I also realized how much stronger I am in my convictions and beliefs—anyone or anything that is not aligned with my core beliefs, well, they have to go.  I only have room for loving and compassionate people in my life—I call the shots in my life and life is too short to be anything but happy and loved.  Till next time, I bid you all love, light and compassion.  Be happy NOW. 

~Maria

Message from Spirit:  "Keep going, You're on the Right Path.  It is normal to be distracted while you are on your journey--it's ok, please forgive yourself and move on.  This may be easier said than done, however, the experiences (both good and bad) you gain on your journey are equally as important as your accomplishment.  Most of all, please do not give up.  You are loved and supported ALWAYS."

Till next time, Lovelies, I bid you all love, light and compassion.

~Maria

Last year, I had my 3 Valentines:  My son, my mom & dad.  I even had the privilege to spend Valentine's with 2 of my 3 Valentines.  Also last year, I was at a point in my life that I just about gave up on love relationships--thinking as many of you may have thought of or are/were in the same boat as me:  "Love just isn't for me; it happens for others, but not for me."  Well, with an attitude like that, it's no wonder love got "scared" away.  Nope, that wasn't it at all.  I'm not sure if all of you have obsessed at one time or another about love.  Spirit kept telling me to remain patient, to let go--being the control freak that I was (I'm a work in progress) I didn't know how to do that.  I then asked for a tangible sign and what next right action I should take to do so.  Spirit replied with "Lean on God and the Angels for Support."  So I prayed and went about my business.  I dug all of my energy into quitting smoking and working out regularly 3-4 times a week last year. 

I then realized that Spirit needed me to get out of my own way to work behind the scene.  Slowly but surely, doors were opening but this time, my foundation was much stronger and although I was afraid to move forward, nonetheless, I stepped out of my comfort zone to take that step forward.  Alas, no love connections yet...but stepping back into the dating scene became easier for me.  Finally, this morning when I gratefully woke up for being alive, I also came to an epiphany that I needed to let go just like I let go when I was working temporary assignments.  I had no expectations of landing a permanent job, I kept working, meditating and working my practice--retaining new clients until of course, I landed this dream job I'm in and I still have the flexibility to have my practice and clients AND have a life outside of both my life's purpose.  Spirit told me this morning:  "Maria, remember when you were working all of those temporary assignments with no expectations, you continued to do what was needed to take care of your entire self; well, please apply that concept to love.  Have no expectations, take those chances and get to know yourself as well as the other person.  Continue to consult with God and Us [my Spirit Guides] when and where assistance is needed.  After all, you already have faith in God, what is yours will never be taken from you; in due time, you and your soul mate will connect."  After that, I felt like a boulder was lifted off of my chest.

This journey continues to enlighten me and keeps me on my toes.  Please continue to check in on my progress as it is YOUR progress as well.  I hope you all have a wonderful day!  Please feel free to share your thoughts on love after all this is Valentine’s Week.  I bid you all Love, light and compassion; and of course, A VERY HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY.  Trust the one you love.

~Maria